Sunrise watch with the family

This morning we woke up all 3 of our children and got them dressed and took them to the beach to watch the sunrise. It was pretty chilly but otherwise, they enjoyed it. We took some photos as well. Elijah kept throwing sand and no matter how many times we told him to stop, he wouldn't until he slammed Joseph and I with a bunch of it. I wanted to smack him but I ended up chuckling. Rebekah also enjoyed it and enjoyed going after the seagulls as well. My feet were so cold as I happened to wear sandals. Why??? I don't know. Maybe because only in Florida will it be 50 degrees one minute and then 80 the next, lol. When we got ready to go, I lost my footing and ended up getting sand all over Rebekah. God help us now! lol. We went to breakfast at Cracker Barrel and had a good time together and got our fill of good ole country cooking. Now we are at home. I am so ready for a nap. Rebekah and Joseph are out cold! Whoop! And Elijah is still up. Eddy is on PS3 and I am on the computer. Well, just wanted to share with the world that so far, my day has been great.

How Can I Get Out Of This Place????

There comes a time when you can't pretend anymore. You can't put the "Everything is okay...." look on. You can't smile anymore. You can't frown anymore. You can't cry anymore. You just be. It's a place where no one can seem to help you get out of. And scarily, not even God seems to be there with you. You just feel like you exist there alone. Kind of like you are the only one on planet earth feeling. It's an ugly place to go. The one thing I can't help but think is.... How in the world did I even arrive here? You would think that I have tried everything that I know how to not get here yet here I stand, alone. I know what God says about not ever leaving but "Where are you Lord?" I can't pretend like I'm superwoman, or supermom or even superwife yet, EVERYONE expects me to be. Oh come on now, admit it.... You know that I am going through alot but because I come of so "strong" that you just know that I will get through this. You just know that I will overcome this "obstacle". You just know.... blah blah blah! Yeah I get it! Such hypocrisy! Let's be real......If I could re-do my life, of course I would make some major changes. And so would you. And if you said you wouldn't, you're a liar. Everyone wonders about the should'ves, could'ves and would'ves so don't make it seem like I'm the only one. The only difference is that I will tell it like it is. And you know it's true.

Starting my home based business

So I have been wanting to start my own business and I know that there is alot that goes into it but I am truly looking for the easiest way to start. I have alot of things in mind as to what I want my business to provide to this generation and the generations to come. I just don't know exactly where to start. I should probably start by writing up a plan so that I have it before my eyes and then praying about how to go about the next step, whatever that step may be. There are many things that I know that I can offer to people. The question is, do I offer it all or do I offer certain things? I will be posting more frequently as my business begins to unfold.

I found my solution: http://www.imaginebalance.com/


Be blessed.